Another life shot straight to hell...

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 16:45:25 GMT

fuck damn it all

i changed my layout
i am so sorry kristy

im a week late...

Wed, 25 May 2005 21:25:30 GMT

Go to HELL mark!!!!

rot there an never think you can hit on my girlfriend again you motha fucker!!!! she hates you. i hate you. everyone hates you so go and rot in your cell where you belong! I know your reading this so fuck you!!!

My sweet Amber. I am so sorry for leaving you alone with that phsyco, i should've known better. I thought i knew what i was doing, i thought he changed. I didnt think he drank anymore but i guess i was wrong. I am so fucking sorry baby. Please forgive me.

I love you.

things are okay cept for that. my x-friend hit on my girlfriend and fucking practically raped her. i am so pissed at him. 4 more days until summer, fuck yessssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Picture time.

Picture of the day is amber.

I took that picture while she posed off in a corner that sexy little emo girl.

I love her so fucking much.

fucking great?

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 18:53:57 GMT

I finally got around to update this fucking thing. I completely fogot about it for a while. Good news and bad news considering i havent updated since february. Bad news first, I got my license and lost it in the same god damn week.
Good news. I changed my apearance a little bit, dyed my hair black, grew it out a bit. Got some new clothes. And I got a girlfriend. Her name is Amber and we'e been going out for a while. She's really nice and fun to be around and i love her to death. We met at school during a fire drill, we ran into eachother. It was fucking amazing. Our first date was a couple of weeks ago and we went to see a movie and then went golfing because it was a nice day. She's into a bunch of bands i am and we like so many of the same things. I really like this girl a lot.
I hope she likes me too for me, not just because i changed the way i look. I dont think so though because the first time we actually talked was the first time i've ever seen her in my life. Thank the fucking lord for fire drills, haha.
But yeah thats pretty much it, my grades are fucking good. Average but good. I ditched my old druggy friends for Amber and made new ones who dont do drugs who are into the same stuff as me. We have study groups on Friday nights instead of big fucking parties with drugs and shit. Amber comes too, i love that fucking girl. My friends seem to love her as much as i do.
My mom and dad got a divorce which was for the better. On vacations i go to my dads house and i stay with my mom all the other time. Its better that way though, i dont miss my dad much. All he ever did was make me feel like shit. Im glad theyre divorced now.
SO my life is pretty good right now. New friends, new girlfriend, parents situation is sorted out, good grades...no car. But hey what can i say.
So the next time i update this will probably be sometime next month...no just joking.
Im going to try to update more. Well thats all so Im going to go call Amber and see what shes up too.
Later.

..........

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 00:22:02 GMT

Wow. I haven't updated in a long time. Maybe because things are pretty bad with me. I asked a girl to the Valentines dance on Monday...she said no. I asked 3 other girls, all no. I'm not all that bad looking either.
Oh well.
Life goes on I suppose. I'll find someone sooner or later. Things are just bad right now anyways. I'm moving in a few weeks to Arizona to be closer to my family. My mom wants to be close to my aunt so all the bad stuff will be left behind...hopefully.
All my friends ditched me today at lunch too. I asked the prettiest girl to the dance and they all laughed and walked off.
Man...what jerks.
Well so far thats my life...for the past like weeks and a half.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 18:31:12 GMT

What a week.
I have been so bust it's not funny.
I should just give up with girls.
I asked a total of 4 girls out this week and every god damn one of them said "Sorry Jason. Your cute and all I just don't think we'd be good together."
What the fuck is up with that!
I just don't have good luck with girls like I did in elementary school.
And man does that suck.

nadda

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 23:25:22 GMT

There are no words.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:51:53 GMT

I haven't been on this damn site since lyk...forever.
Yeah well life is a fucking black pit so thats not new.
Nothing is ever new.
Nothing at all...will it ever be? Who knows.
Yeah well I'm fricking higher than a kite.
Smoked a bit too much weed last night.
The effect still hasn't worn off yet.
Fucking fags.
Gimme this shit for free and I end up half dead.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 15:23:16 GMT

What a long friggin weekend.
I'm so glad it's almost over.
Yesterday my friggin car wouldn't start.
I had to call my fucking sister to give me a ride.
My dad is all mad at me because I supposedly screwed up the fucking car.
Then I have to shovel 13 frigging inches of snow today.
And go get my car fixed.
I am so pissed.

blah...

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:04:05 GMT

Today and all days suck.
There is this really pretty girl I like...
She flipped me off when I asked her out.
She said "Get away from me you fucking stalker!" then she flipped me off...
I hate her now.
Yesterday and the day before nothing much happened.
Drew got a new gf.
He broke up with that bitch of his...
yep.
I get my haircut later.
I'm thinking about getting it dyed (spelled wrong?)
I hate my blond hair.
It makes me look like a pretty boy.
I hate it so much.
Wow, I wrote alot.
Bye now fuckers!

Today was an eh day.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:55:13 GMT

Today was shitty. Slushy. Crappy. Fucky.
I walked in on Connor and his girlfriend last night.
Betcha can't guess what they were doin'.
Yep. Doin' it in my fucking computer room.
Rollin' around in my chair.
All over the floor.
I laughed.
Why Connor invited his girlfriend over to do it in my house is beyond me.
Today was shitty as I said before.
Nothing really happened.
I drew a bunch of pictures of wolfs and were wolfs and shit.
A bunch of girls were like scared of me.
I laughed.

This is the final breath...

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:43:46 GMT

I never shoveled...ha.
I have this awkward obsession with werewolfs all of the sudden.
They're like...cool for some reason. We got talking about them in class today and they seem so cool.
Yeah well Katie basically ignored me all day. I hate that bitch...she's a slut anyway. She was showing everyone her bra...basically flashing people.
One of the male teachers saw her and smiled...bitches. They should go have sex or something.
Then this girl was all obsessed with guys kissing and I was like what the fuck. So Drew and Jacob started kissing for her...they were basicaly making out. I laughed at them.
Yeah, well that was my day.

A hopeful day...

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 13:47:26 GMT

I'm hoping today will be a lot more exciting than yesterday. Yesterday was a bore, even with Connor over.
I think I might have to go shopping with my friends, Katie, Laura, Connor, and Terence because we're having a big sweet sixteen for Ian. We need banners and food and presents and decorations, what fun that will be, lol.
Well that should take up about half of the day...what to do the rest of the day? Hmmmmm, let me ponder over this for a moment.
I could shovel since we got like a foot of snow yesterday. Yes, that's what I'll do, shovel.

What to write...

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 22:37:17 GMT

This is my first livejournal so I'm not quite sure to treat it as a chat board or a secretive journal. Both perhaps? Oh well.
This week went by really slowly and I'm glad it's over. We've been getting a lot of snow in the past four days. I mean a lot.
My friend Connor came over today and we played video games and talked about a bunch of girls we like. I don't really like any in that way but I have a bunch of female friends.
Anyway, Connor likes Stacie, a total bitch. All she does is complain about one thing or another and she's a perfectionist. I hate girls like that. I like girls that would choose espn over mtv. I hope one of these days I find a girlfriend. I'm the only guy in school that doesn't have one. And that sucks.
When Connor went home I went outside and talked to my neighbor Katie for a while. She was out with her little sister making snow angels...I like Katie, she's cool.
Then I went back inside and found myself on the computer wasting away my life. Oh well.